Today, I look outside,
my pondering heart full
of questions and dreams.
How can I pursue my goals
in life more aptly?
Often, it is easy to get swept away
in one thing or another.
I am held back by my body
from being able to push in full force.
Yet, there must be more I can do…
Scores of music littering my brain,
sitting precisely on the piano,
hankering to be studied.
Books of historical and theoretical fact,
wanting to be summarized.
Early mornings soaring past
during my slumber.
Am I doing my best?
Truly?
My utmost of the past few weeks
has been well attended to…
Right now,
a new phase is upon me.
I cannot do what I wish to do,
but I can do more than
I have been able to,
figuring it all out
is part of today’s plan.