My dreams, hopes, wishes, desires, all mingle and intertwine together into wanting to be a pianist who travels the world and performs. This has been my desire since I first read about Bach and Beethoven as a small child. I wanted to be them. Live their lives, but as a girl of course. Now, that I’m older, I’ve realized that I still have the same dreams as I did when I was young. There is a purpose for each person on the planet. We were created with a burning passion in our souls. Mine involves a piano and my hands. I am a pianist. It is not my only identity, but it is such a big part of who I am. Being held back by relationships is not something that will happen again.
I will live my dream.
It is too difficult to focus on the goals in one’s heart when another person is at the forefront of your mind. The piano is my other half, for at least several years. My purpose will not be thwarted, I will continue on.
The funny thing is that right after I get out of a relationship, I feel so free, my soul soars, and I dream.
I will not allow someone into my heart that dumbs down my dream or makes it less important in my mind.
Friendships are vital but I do not want a significant other right now.
I am happy.
I am free.
Breathing in the fresh air.
One day, maybe I’ll meet someone who does not take my energy from my dream but instead imparts it.
Spin in a circle and feel alive.